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Sunday, 01 November 2009

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    I've been busy?!

      Okay, well that is a suckish excuse, but believe me, it's true.

    College=Hard Work.

    I am not kidding. I wake up at 6am every morning and get to bed at 11, If I'm lucky.
    and college's made me realise something. I am NOT a morning person.

    Things have been hectic, because even though I get back at 5,
    I always manage to have tons of work to do,
    even though I do use my study periods to do just that, study, unlike others.

    Oh, did I tell you about All Time Low...hm...

    It was the best night of my life.

    They were...amazing. Seriously. I have never smiled, laughed, sang or been shoved so much in my life.
    It was fecking incredible. And I recommend you all see them live.
    It was that awesome, that I cried when it ended. I know, but I didn't want it to be over.
    I went and bought a shirt, and met Vinny Vegas!

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    Oh btw, I bought the red shirt, thats behind him ;)
    He's their merch guy, but I already knew he was, whereas a lot people didn't.
    The dude was so cool. 'Yo what up gurrl?' seriously, that's how he talks.
    It made me laugh.

    But guess what? We (meaning Emily and I) wanted to stay and wait
    to see if the bands would come out, but Lauren (emily's sister)
    who we were staying with down in London, had Uni the next day,
    so we had to go.

    The Friday Night Boys, The Audition AND All Time Low all came out. FML.

    so anyways, I decided to put some pictures of All Time Low up, that make me giggle.

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    Ahh. Those boys :')

    OH and I'm off to see them agan! Kerrang Relentless Tour 2010 baby!

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    Pumpkin Time!

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    this is my baby, he's called puky pukerson.

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    this is Emily's. She is psychotic.

    We went to the Peak District on Friday.

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    :)

     

Monday, 14 September 2009

  • It's been a crazy kind of week.

     
    Okay, well, were to start? Pfft. This week's been one long rollercoaster ride.
     
    On Sunday, I got ill. But not just sick, I mean seriously ill. My symptoms were so bad, that my mum (and even I,) believed that I was dying. At first I cried. A lot. I just didn't know what to do. I mean, I know I've wanted to die before, but I'm happy now. I'm content with who I am, what I have and what's happened in the past. It's something I can't change and have to deal with. So I was shocked, I didn't want to die. I'm sixteen, my lifes barely started. But after a couple of hours, I started to plan. In case whatever I had, made me lose any ability to use my limbs, I wrote letters to each person who mattered in my life. Then I went on to make an informal will (not being of age to actually be able to make one.) I know I sound crazy, but when you believe that you're about to leave your loved ones behind, its one of the main things you think about. On Monday, my mum took me to the GP (Doctor), who took tests. On Tuesday, I got the all clear. I can't, even now, believe how relieved I was. I cried, again. I just couldn't believe, that I'd had 24 hours of being sure that I was going to die. I mean, I seriously thought I was a goner.
     
    And the lesson to be learnt from this, is not to type your symptoms in Google Search. Especially if it will come up with Cancer, as one of the illnesses.
     
    Then comes to Wednesday. For those of you who don't know, I started College. Yup, me, a College Kid. It was scary, but I soon got into the swing of things and really, people were lucky if they could shut me up. I took: Biology, Psychology, Sociology and Maths, and am pretty happy with my choices, though I would mind switching Biology. I've also made friends, YAY ME! But the weirdest thing for me, is that, people I barely ever talk to, are now some of the people that I talk to the most. Like the people in my form. There is Tom V (who I have never talked to), Tom F (who was in my form at school, but I haven't talked to him in over a year) and Lewis (he is the most annoying person on the face of the planet.) But the worst part for me was on Thursday. Not only were we in, but also the 2nd years. Due to me living far from the bus stop I get a special bus, with about 10 other people. Two of those ten, being part of the four guys who called me Burnt Fucking Arab. Can you say awkward? Thankfully, they haven't got to me. If anything, we've been owning them :) haha. But one thing I hate, is barely knowing anyone. I mean I do sometimes pass a few familiar faces, but only like one out of one hundred.
     
    But let me tell you one thing for sure, College is tiring! I get home and am zonked.
     
    Oh reminds me! I met this girl in my Maths called Mouse(?!) who I think is Indian/Pakistani. She walked up to me and asked whether I was Asian, and I of course said that I'm half Indian. She replied with an 'Oh...so you're mixed.' I just stared at her for like five minutes before walking away. Then, the next day, she came up to me and was like 'You're the mixed girl! Do you like being mixed?!' I couldn't believe that anyone would ask such a stupid thing. I mean what did she expect me to say back? pfft. She also went up to Emily and asked where her jeans were from. Em told her Primark and she said 'oh, you can tell.' :O rude. She such a bitchy person.
     
    I'm pissed off today. My best friend is such a fucking hypocrite. One of other friends, Liv, did weed, and Emily was like 'Oh you'll get hooked and then overdose and die.' or something along those lines. Today, she went off with Liv to go do weed. WTF? I just can't understand her anymore. Truthfully, were falling apart, but shes so wrapped up in herself that she doesn't even see it. She's not the same person that I became best friends with. I hate to say it, even though Emily and I are fallin' apart, I actually don't really care. I dunno, I just expected to feel something...anything. But...I don't. At all. Well maybe slightly empty, but its not like I can't find someone else to fill this gap in me. But when I told her that we're just not best friends anymore, she was like 'Oh we're just not trying hard enough.' Hard enough?! You don't even come and see me, and when you do, you barely talk to me! Un-fucking-believeable.
    (sorry, rant over...I think.)
     
    Time to talk about Boys. Okay, well lets start with the people who went to my school. Since we've started College, I've grown closer to Adam and Richard. And well I have a sorta kinda crush. ERR. I know. I'm stupid. I mean, Adam has a girlfriend! And he's also quite a manwhorish guy. Then Richard. Hmm. Well I just don't get Richard, he's too complicated for normal people to understand. He's just too bloody confusing! Anyways, yesterday, Adam and I walked to the centre of Scunthorpe. It took ages, but we talked all the way there. That happens to be the first time he's opened up to me, and just makes me realise how awesome he is. While we were there, we got chatting about his gang. I subtly asked whether Richard was in love with Charlotte (everyone thought so.) but Adam told me no....so. I don't know. But I'm not gonna get hung up on any of this, cos theres fresh meat in college ;) and PHWOAR.
     
    I'm off to go see COLDPLAY in 2 days!!
     
    Oh and watch this, tis BRILL. http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=63015869 those boys sure know how to make me smile. :)
     
    Okay, so Love you guys, tell me what you've been up to, tell me anything.
    OH AND I've decided to nick http://momolikeschoco.xanga.com/ 's idea and let you ask me a question any question, and I shall answer them in a video/blog.
    :D

Saturday, 05 September 2009

  • Why the character of Edward Cullen annoys me.

    I love this song. And if it is played when I see them live, I may have a mental breakdown.

    Okay, let’s get this out in the open, straight away, so that there isn’t any confusion. I do like twilight. Yes, I know it’s cheesy, pretty predictable and to some quite a laughable excuse of a novel. This never has stopped me from liking the book. But up till recently, I hadn’t read the last book. So, I decided one night, fed up with boredom, to read Breaking Dawn. Not even midway through, I had to stop. I just had to. For some reason, it only just dawned on me, how annoying Edward Cullen is.

    If you’ve read the books, you’re probably reading this thinking something along the lines of ‘How is he? He’s perfect.’ And there you have it. You’ve pretty much hit the problem on the head. He’s “perfect.”

    Now here’s a question for you lovely ladies that are reading this. Have you ever met a man that is “perfect”? (Come on tell the truth, we promise we won’t tell him, we wouldn’t want to hurt his ego ;)) If you truly believe that your boyfriend/partner/husband etc. is “perfect” either, you know he’s going to read this or you’re too in love to notice his flaws. There isn’t a person who can be considered perfect, not really. But here’s this vampire character that radiates “perfect” through his shimmery diamond skin. In the book, even his imperfect traits, aren’t truly valid. Like in twilight, the first book, Edward says he’s being selfish, by staying with Bella, when he knows that he’s a danger to her. But of course, he redeems himself, by leaving her in New Moon, for her safety. Then in Breaking Dawn, he’d willingly let Bella have kids with his enemy Jacob, as long as she lives. Why can’t he be a normal character and have selfish moments for &#@* sake? How annoying.

    Think about the typical people who read the books, teenage girls who, are at an influential age. And here is Twilight, putting ideas of the “perfect” guy in their minds. Now don’t get me wrong, I think there is a perfect man for each woman. Two people who, despite their flaws, somehow work and match. But there isn’t such a thing as the “perfect” man. All the millions of the girls out there who have a pre-conceived notion of this “perfect” guy, will be bitterly disappointed, when they realise that there is no such human being (but there’s a vampire who is...I’m kidding...you know I’m kidding, right?!)

    This pretty much sums up why I don’t like the character.

    There is such a thing as too perfect.

     

Thursday, 27 August 2009

  • My Results.

     This song kept me sane, when I was sure I was going to break down. I'm not good with stress.

     Here they are, the dreaded GCSE results (there like SAT's but taken at 16)

    Additional Science-B
    Art and Design-B (considering I didn't hand my art book in, I was sure I'd failed)
    English-B
    English Lit.-C
    French-C
    Geography-C (haha, Mr J only entered me in higher because he thought I could get a B. Whoops.)
    Law-C
    Mathematics-A
    Religious Studies-B
    Science-A

    To all you Genii out there, my meekly grades may not seem like something to celebrate,
    but for me, who was sure that she would fail, I am pretty damn proud. 
    I actually passed! Even Geography! YES!

    Ofcourse I, like any other person, would have liked a A* but its most definitley not the end of the world. The worst possible outcome I could have had, was to have not passed 5 GCSE's and not be able to go to the college of my choice, and as you can see the true outcome was far from it.

    Since my mother was golfing when I found out my results, and I wouldn't be able to reach her, I decided I may aswell tell Dad. I really expected him to be dissapointed, not that any of his other kids did any better. But he told me that I'd done him proud and gave me a present. Oh say a small present, of around 1000 pounds. I could buy a freaking car with the money!! (oh by the way 1000 pounds is around $1600.) I don't even fully understand why I got it (not that I'm complaining.) I mean it's not like I got all A*'s/A's!

    But I just can't believe him. He's not got a job. He has no income. Yet he throws 1000 pounds at me, when I barely scraped by. What happened to "I've got to be careful with my money"? Thing is I know I feel guilty (which I should). I mean if he was working, I wouldn't feel that bad, but this is different.

    Oh well, he's a crazy man, but hey, I can go on a shopping spree!

    Oh actually, I think I'll save for a car and buy a new IPod. :)

    If you recieved your results today, how did it go? :D

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

  • I want to be proud.

     

    I want to do well in my GCSE's. I want A's.
    I want to look back at my five years at secondary school,
    and be able to say that I worked hard.
    But I can't.
    And I know I'm going to fail one of my subjects.

    I really hate this feeling. But when I have it,
    I know I've done bad.
    I know I've got atleast one D.
    The thing is I know I can re-do them. I do.
    But I feel like I'm stuck.
    How will I tell my parents?
    Okay, so totally psyching myself out, and I haven't even got my results.

    Is there anyone who wants to be my penpal?
    I really want one. Just sendme a message :)

    :D

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  • curious_maya
    the best of luck for tomorrow from your xanga buddy - meee! year 12 will be a blast, i'm sure~!! and if there are any problems, just blog about them (: it might make you feel better about it and also.. maybe i could help!
  • ashoktanwar
    Hi Steph. Thanks for being friend. May God bless U always. My E mail aktanware@yahoo.co.in
  • sugarysweet2u
    @Tims_Hawkk - ahh you can have them, I've got a new person, ALREADY! haha, im so bipolar. Aww poor rich husband! Okay, hit me up in 2025 and I shall tell you when and where, and then you can fly me to Austalia. P.S. I expect that your jet has a massuse and a flat screen tv. Oui, Je suis finit! (okay
  • Tims_Hawkk
    @sugarysweet2u - lol. heh. i'll let you catch a ride if.. if.. you leave all the hot guys i see you drooling over for me. =D LOL. yeah? deal? deal! *shakes hand* I'll pick you up sometime in... 2025. lol. Once i've been widowed by my rich husband. ={ lol. you done with your exams, then, eh? I've jus
  • sugarysweet2u
    @Tims_Hawkk - its was actually pretty hilarious, but she doesn't think so ^__^ Alton Tower's is effing amazing. I love it :D Rollecoasters specially. This may sound like I'm showing off (promise I'm not haha) but I've been to quite a few places, well most, I really want to go to Australia and New Ze
  • Tims_Hawkk
    @sugarysweet2u - Oh, that sucks. But hopefully, your friend will be warned this time. =) I wish I could go there. But the States' Six Flags is the shit. =D & yeah, you like to travel? Me, too! I want to tour the world so bad. =[ & being an air hostess seems a good idea to accomplish this goa
  • sugarysweet2u
    @Tims_Hawkk - Im so excited for Alton Towers, but last time I weny, my friend threw up :S haha. No ours might be different to yours, we are given 4 option blocks, then we chose subject out of each. I'm taking art, law, geography, french, science, maths, english and RE (the last four you have to do)
  • Tims_Hawkk
    Ohh, Alton Towers? Cool! They don't have much here.-_- But the people make up for it! =) & you take law? I always wanted to take law. But I didn't have time. You're a.. science student? Or commerce? I have both. Physics from the sciences.. & Economics & BS. Do you twitter or facebook or
  • sugarysweet2u
    @Tims_Hawkk - Ergh I've got 4, the biggest is law and there is just so much to it! Im fed up, but thankfully they'll be over by this time on wednesday, then IM FREE. :D Im going to alton towers in a couple of weeks and Im so excited :)
  • Tims_Hawkk
    Okay, here! lol. So how're your exams going? i'm just sooo tired of them. Just got three more to go. So. Can't. Wait. =| lol.